‘cause I still don’t know how to act, don’t know what to say.

i’m losing you.

bit by bit, i’m losing you. as much as i don’t want to, i’m losing you.

it hurts you know, it hurts. i care about you, not only because i like you, but because you were there to listen to me when i needed to talk to someone. you’re drifting, drifting far, far away. you say you’re still there for me to talk to, but honestly, you just shut me out.

i don’t know what happened, i wish i knew. maybe it’s me, maybe it’s you. maybe it’s the both of us that’s changed. as much as i loved laos, i hate what it has done to us. it’s just not the same. i hear more about you from other people and facebook than i do from you yourself.

maybe you’re not worth it, but i still care. no matter what you do, i want to be there for you, but you’re making it so hard for me to stand there and watch you slowly change into someone i don’t know anymore and drift away. everyday, i get more and more doubts about you and now, i’m left wondering whether the past was just a lie.

i don’t know what to do. i don’t know how to act. i really don’t.